No sequels, confessions, or revelations tonight. Just pure random thoughts expressed in words.
Okay, so random thought #1! I tried texting her last night. By her, I mean girl-I-fell-for-two-years-ago her. She didn't reply though. Oh well, moving on!
Random thought #2! My laziness has finally become beneficial to my cause! Since I'm too lazy to brush my teeth after eating, my usual 3-4 meals a day has been reduced to 2-3 meals! It's not big, but it's a start!
Random thought #3! I sure have a lot of random thoughts. Okay, that came out of nowhere. Back to my random thought(Lol). My cousin dropped by and lent me his old Blackberry phones: a Torch - which, in my opinion, is pretty beat up. The edges are dented, the trackpad's (whatever you call the response when you press it)'s feature is busted as well, and the touch response is kinda lag - ish; and a Curve - which is in much better condition. Now, I could buy both of the phones for 2 thousand bucks a piece, and sell the Curve to a friend of mine who seems interested in getting a new phone for around 3 to 4 thousand bucks, or I could just get the Curve and sell it. It's not an easy decision to make. You see, I've been wanting to get a new phone and replace my current LG P690 for quite some time now, and I've been eyeing that Samsung Galaxy S3 since its release. Yeah, my dad has one, so I have had first-hand experience playing with it. Unfortunately, I do not have the cash for it. Okay, I HAD cash for it. Pre-braces, I've saved up around 20 thousand bucks by spending less in school, but when we had my braces upgraded to light-force or whatever it's called, we had to pay an additional 20 thousand, and so, I volunteered to pay it with the money I've saved up. Wrong move, I know. So yeah, as of today, I'm down to my last 2 thousand bucks, and I have a lot of inuman sessions to go to this summer. Ugh. I'm really really broke. Anyway, back to my dilemma, should I get both phones: sell one, and keep the other? get the less beat-up phone, and sell it? Oooor get the less beat-up phone, and NOT sell it? Hahahaha!
Random thought #4! I just added L up on Facebook! Hahaha! I finally had the courage to add her up on Facebook, with permission of course. I mean, you can't just add her up, her privacy settings have disabled sending friend requests. Well, wala lang. FUCK YOU, IT'S MY BLOG!
Random thought #5! I made P smile again earlier tonight! One of her followers on Tumblr told her that she looked a lot like Gretchen Ho. Surprisingly, she didn't know who Gretchen Ho was. Anyway, I, once again hiding behind the anonymity of her Ask tab on Tumblr with my alias: Anon from Eng, replied to that follower's comment, through her Ask tab, of course, that she exudes this appeal, in terms of beauty, that is different from that of Gretchen Ho. I wanted to add that Gretchen Ho was singkit (no racist pun intended), and that her eyes were kind of big - I mean, relatively bigger compared to Gretchen Ho's. Unfortunately, Tumblr has this character limit, so I stuck with my initial statement, along with lines of flattery and explanations. Hahaha!
Random thought #6! I was daydreaming earlier today. It was about J, and how our relationship would turn out if I were hotter, richer, and more attractive(I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF IT'S INCONSISTENT. I WROTE IT THAT WAY.). In my daydream, I'm an executive at age 22, living in a gargantuan mansion in Ayala Alabang, which has been featured in various architecture, interior design, and fashion(?) magazines. I own a LOT of sports cars. The Audi R8, Lambo Veneno and Aventador, and a modified Ford Mustang GT among others. I own a lot of properties in and out of the country. I'm also currently taking up Law at the Ateneo. J and I met and immediately clicked. I meet her family, she meets mine, and we live happily ever after. At least, that's how my daydream goes.
This is why I'd rather live in my daydream than in reality. Reality is bullshit.
Random thought #7! I've got more random thoughts to write, given the energy to do so. Unfortunately, my eyes are starting to hurt, and my head is starting to ache. That's prolly the sign that I should get some fucking sleep.
Again, the entry is filled with random shit, my crushes, and a little bit of morbidity and pessimism.
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