No, I am not referring to whatever I can do during the semester break. I am referring to what I have to do to turn my luck around. My life, love and not, is not going so well.
I'm a total wreck.
Where is my life going? I'm pursuing a course I do not like. The only thing that keeps me going is the possibility of taking up Law once I graduate. But what if I don't? What if I graduate and pursue the career path set by the course I finished? A course I do not like. What then? This is pathetic, I know. Shifting was not an option a year ago, and it still isn't. I mean, if I do go to Law School after graduation, then I would endeavor to get there earlier. If I shift, that would put me behind schedule, and I do not want that.
What about my love life? I have a crush on a girl. I didn't make my move. She's fallen for someone else. Story of my life. Sucks, doesn't it? What am I to do? Let's face it. I am NOT as attractive as most of the guys who like her. Fuck that, I'm not even comparable to my brother. Yeah, everyone has eyes for him. The asshole was born lucky.Ugh, why the fuck am I so bitter?! Pathetic. Never mind me and my bitterness.
So, here's another angst-filled post of what I feel. Do you, my non-existent reader, have anything to say? Didn't think so.
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